Blog Update: Struggles with Depression

Well it’s been awhile since I’ve posted anything and there’s many reasons for that. My life has been a bit all over the place and I’m doing my best to get it straight.

I have always struggled with bouts of depression. Recently, it had gotten much worse. I’ve been on and off medication for years. I’m very irresponsible with keeping up on my health, which includes dealing with diabetes. 

I say “trying” because it’s a constant battle to keep myself on the right track. I’m not doing the best I can at the moment and it’s killing me. I want to improve but I often feel so down, tired and unmotivated. I can barely sit down and focus on any task because my minds so all over the place.

Now as for the blog. My posting has been inconsistent for a long time because of all this. I started this blog because I wanted to write about the things I loved. I ended up focusing on literature but I wanted to do more. I really wanted to make something out of this blog — I feel I had a good start but then fell off and I need to fix that.

I’m going to be posting again, I’ll aim for a weekly schedule at least. I’ll still talk about books a lot but there will probably be more topics (tv, movies, anime, games, culture, etc) 

I know my following is small but I feel I should still explain. Posting will resume and I apologize for lack of consistency. 

I also want to thank all my viewers – it means a lot that you’re interested in what I have to say. 

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